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Don’t Be Fooled

Don’t be fooled by the forevers that drip at the corners, melting away before your eyes. Don’t be fooled by the sunlight streaming in through the windows, the mornings that brought you bliss or the fingers that blew you a kiss. They’ll poison your eyes and wither your soul even after you’ve given your all.

Don’t be fooled by the beautiful as they turn into stone, cold to the touch, freezing already frigid fingertips, causing a tremble at the lips. Don’t be fooled by words that say nothing and actions that mean little. Your feelings are much too brittle. Your old bliss will be hard to find. You can turn your back but you can’t turn your mind.

Learn that life means constant change. Otherwise, you’ll constantly be deranged. Nothing lasts forever, and you’ve just got to be okay with that. In the blink of an eye, with the tip of a hat, it’ll all be gone. Just like that. The life you shared, the tears you shed, the blood you bled. It’ll all be a waste, and that’s the toughest challenge you’ll have faced. You’ll remember when you shared the bed, remember when Valentine’s was red, remember your plans to be wed. Well, this is where it all led.

The end.

There’s nothing left to mend. There’s nothing left to be said, so just get it all out of your head. There’s nothing left to cry about. There’s nothing left to get out. The fight is over, and you can rest; wish yourself all the best. Remember that it’s not your fault, and that it’s now time to unhalt. Go on with your life. Get through the strife. You’ll make it through. It’s not a matter of when or who. This is a matter of you.

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Unspeakable Emotion

When your eyes penetrate mine with that
Unspeakable emotion…
When your lips press onto mine with that
Undefinable touch…
When your hand brushes mine
And we both know what we mean, want, yearn
And yet cannot have.

You are the only one that understands.
So I know you know how I feel right now,
The night before your departure.

You know I’ll miss you
You know I’ll always be thinking about you
You know I’ll be loving you
And that distance doesn’t matter…
That we’ll both be looking at the same sky at 8.

My love and emotions overflow and become tears,
I haven’t cried this much in years.
The effect you have on me is something I once feared,
Now that I understand it, I don’t care.
I only want you near.

But tomorrow you have to do what you have to do,
And I can’t hold you so close anymore.
That’s fine as long as you come back safe,
With all limbs attached, no less no more.

I wish you good luck on your journey,
And a safe trip there and back.
I’ll be waiting here,
Forever yours, my dear.